Diary#1
I always dreamt of being a Premium Member. I never knew that that dream was actually gonna happen. I was so happy. So free to do whatever I wanted to do on Fantage. Then my whole view changed. I realized, it wasn’t really fair, how some members treated the non-members. But I let it slide. Hey, at least they weren’t being mean to me anymore. And at that point, that’s all that really mattered.
Diary#2
I began to not like Premium Members, although I was one myself. Some were VERY, I’m talking very rude. Some had a really nasty attitude. Others acted like they were too good for the non-members. I dreaded logging into Fantage sometimes. I had to though. Ihad spent the money to live the dream life on Fantage, and I end up regreting it. What else was there for me to do at that point in time? I mean, I didn’t wanna stop it. What if I started to get bullied again?
Diary#3
That’s when I decided to blog. I knew there were already loads and loads of Fantage blogs already out there, but I needed to get these feelings out of my system. I though that nobody would have viewed my blog, but in my first month, I had 200 hits! I felt mini-famous. Not really Famous. Just a little famous. I reported the news on Fantage and even some little extra random stuff. I though I would be a fluke. Now I feel like a success!!
Diary#4
A lot started to go through my mind then I suddenly liked being a member, just cause’ other people weren’t. I wanted to be just like the member girls I hated. Mean and popular. It worked for a little bit. I felt happy. Like I belonged to the member group.
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